Where Were You?

Suddenly had a feeling to post this stuff here, made this up specially for my father, hope he never sleeps if he ever sees this.

Where were you?
All those years of my childhood
When I first crawled on knees
When I first stood and walked
When I first said my first word

Where were you?
All those years when I was young
When I waited alone after school
When I watched other fathers come
When I watched other kids hold
Onto their fathers' strong hands

Where were you?
All those years when I was exiled
When my classmates ate me
When nobody knew if I was alive
When I suffered my own?

Where were you?
All the times when I was alone
When I reeked with death
When I fought with pain
When the demon within was breaking loose

Now I ask once more,
Where were you?
You were never there for me
How jealous did I felt
Unfair that other fathers are responsible

You only made me exist
You put me into this Hell world
But now you have no right over my life

Get away from me
I will never accept you back
You are dead to me
DEAD

Where were you?
Now that I am cursing you
I want you to hear this
And get nightmares all your damn life
You wouldn't sleep

And to the woman responsible for this
I do not wish to say anything
But bitches will always be bitches,
So too for your daughter

I curse, I curse, I curse
God damn me if you want to
I have no regrets

Where were you again?
You were nowhere?
Not here
there
Anywhere

Begone from me, FATHER.

*SCREAM*