Another Update

Greetings my fellow brethren.

It has indeed been a long time since I've posted anything here, and it has been three years since members of 4s1/5s1 went their separate ways. And as the path goes further from the intersection changes are imminent. Not even a decade and such changes happen. Who could even get a glimpse of the future?

My health problems had long since left me. In the beginning it was a strange sensation, derived from this pain which I had converted into a part of myself. Now there are no more pain, nothing else is pain. Pain is just so arbitrary, distant, yet so pleasurable.

Here in Singapore, things are different. People are afraid of change, afraid of changed people around them, afraid to accept changed people. What these people think of me? I don't know, but I sense hostility from them. That is why I chose to stick to the few of us from CHKL. I feel home with them.

Yet, this world is out for the taking. I'm not about to make these people who think me as a freak, who take me as an outsider cast me out once again. God never wanted me to exist, and i never once bowed to him. He failed to erase me from this world, and even if he does. I'm going out with a bang. This world, I will create my own paradise. And before long I will prove to all those Gods out there who is the real master of MY DAMN LIFE.

O yeah, nothing feels better than a shoutout.

Btw, I'm still writing and uploading stories to my own blog (www.eoso-photophobia.blogspot.com).

Ardelus Nightmare-Bearer