The Answers

So it all has came to pass. Vengeance had been taken, and mournings had been grieved. What lies ahead are the scattered remains of answers. Like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, they all fell into places.

Firstly, before the accident.

He borrowed money from the 3 guys, as he promised to buy his younger brother a motorcycle. RM 2500 short, he expected that the 3 person would allow him lower interests and longer repayment time as they were all friends.

The motorcycle was bought, but the payment wasn't made. The 3 decided to 'teach them the lesson of paying late' by damaging the brakes of their car.

Undoubtedly, out of all expectations, an accident happened.

There was another person who saw the 3 damage the brakes of the car (To whom I'll mention as A). A tried to stop the 3 from doing so, but he was told to 'stay out of the way'. He tried to call the brothers, to tell them to drive slowly(they had a habit of speeding) many times but to no avail-they had only one mobile phone and it was switched off at that time.

After the accident, A wanted the 3 to admit what they did to the others. They refused. On the night of 24th July, the 3 broke into A's house(not really a house, but a rented small building, badly conditioned) and forced sleeping pills down his throat. A struggled and woke his sister, the 3 decided to silence her as well. As inhumanely as they could, they did the same to her. Then rearranged the furniture and placed their limp bodies as if they were sleeping peacefully. Two more dead.

And so the rest of the story happened as it was told before.

Look at this, Rm2500, for RM2500 friendship can be forgotten, lives can be taken. For Rm 2500 4 person had to die. In which the most innocent was A's sister. She was just 14 years, and both of them lived together after A's mother died 3 years ago. A was 18 this year and working as a mechanic and VCD seller.

Rm 2500, just 2 more days and he could have payed them, and all these wouldn't have happened. Money, the root of all evil.

It has been the third time since I cried over their deaths, and I think it will be a long time before this will be forgotten.

Amen.

The forgotten’s, the exile, the castaway

Again and again, once and once more…. I was as usual, being forgotten and being left out. The so-called “secret”, which I was just acknowledged about it, was something everyone would be remembered and would be informed about it, EXCEPT for “ME”! Remember, guys, it’s “ME!” Despite some others who are considered the outsiders, ya, I am someone, who is so-called member of the clan, and also so-called the exile of the clan. However, has anyone tried to concern about this matter which seems small and minor when it happens on me?! On the contrary, people would CERTAINLY start to concern about this matter when it happens on the “SOMEBODY”, who sees such matter as something big, extravagant, and unforgivable. Frankly, some unknown and unseen incidents have created an anonymous barrier between us. I have been tolerating you guys all the while, and I have remained silence for ages. Hadn’t I had enough of it? You guys will only look at the negative sides without looking back what I have done and contributed to everyone so far. Everyone is so self-centered and forever think that their “PHILOSOPHY of XXX” is right. Whoever violates the philosophy will be considered as a weirdo, barbarian, or even betrayer. Sigh…. Something contradicting and absurd, right? But let me tell you, buddies! That’s human beings, the cleverest and most developed living creatures in the biosphere. Well, here is one of the scandals of human beings, which I used to see and would like to bring it forward to everyone. Human beings, especially those who are idiotic, and lack of rationale, are always being deceived and fooled by the so-called “BEAUTY” which only looks “APPEALING and CAPTIVATING” (something which I strongly disagree with) in the appearance. In fact, they are blind and so fail to see the truth which is hidden smartly deep down in the heart, soul and mind of each other. Hahahaha….. A gang of silly followers who have been charmed by the wicked witch, who is so-called beautiful and impeccable but is as vicious as a viper. Well, the witch is actually enjoying, but at the same time suffering, from megalomania, like a dictator, without knowing it. I can see the seed of evil and vain has become embedded in her soul, and it is growing rapidly, day by day. Once the seed has rooted firmly in her soul and reached maturity, at that time, the arrogance and vainglory in her will become powerful and uncontrollable, like a flame, devouring everyone and everything. Then, the flame will soon become intense and the witch will be destroyed by the blaze, which she has ignited. Hahahaha. Sounds dramatic, right? But, mark my word. These predictions will come true one day. Perhaps those who are reading this blog will think that I am psychopathic. Well, again. That’s human! Sometimes, a person will reach its maximum point and will be as explosive as a nuclear bomb. Nevertheless, has anyone thought of the reasons behind it and also the prolonged misery that one has been enduring without complaint, protest and roar of anger? Hahaha. Am I mature enough?

A silent moaner

Long Since Gone

Stepping in this blog, anyone can feel the chillness of it. Like walking into a house long since abandoned, the stench of rotten meat and decaying wood... FRESH MEAT! Shit, sorry, the Surgeon happened to pass by. Dmn him.

Where are those people who used to have a lot of gossips to gossip about? Guess they are all busy with work and life and bfs and gfs. Any presence of humanity had long since gone here, except the chatbox.

The underlying Chong Hwa Culture

This entry is written out of a deep feeling after spending six months in Taylor.





What's about underlying Chong Hwa Culture? Actually for the past six months, "surviving" in Taylor is not a cinch anyway. I wonder how the Helpers are doing out there, but non-ChongHwa-Taylorians have their own way of thinking.

For the beginning stage, I regard it as normal since it's just a beginning. New environment afterall. But sooner or later, as time goes on, I do realize that those non-Chong-Hwa they are really different. They maybe looks mature physically but innerly they are not. They can dressed up as pretty or handsome as any other stars but what comes out from their mind are things quite childish, or shallow.

As for ChongHwa'ians, we are practical. Perhaps it's a principle which the school has been sticking to all these while, be practical...dun do useless things. So we are trained not to waste our time, not to play so much, but the time you get into this Taylor-like college, you are facing a totally different world. A brand new world. They are materialistic, they are rich ( absolutely for some of them), selfish, realistic, playful, slacker, you name it.. .(except minority minority group, or those medicine class) What are some gals do? They compete on the limited edition of Roxy, mind my words, not limited edition from M'sia, but Aus, UK..etc. Boys?....How good they can play in foosball, pool...Billabong, Nike latest model. If you look back, Chong Hwa-ians are still sticking to a plain and "tasteless" life. They are in casual wear most of the time...See the difference?

So, somemore most of the guys I guess, no manners, rude, impolite, not considerate...worse still, discriminatory. I am not telling a case happened in my class, but this is a shared conversation between some Chong Hwa-ians in Taylor. Guess what?

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