=(

i juz miss u guys so much.

can someone juz make the trip possible?

pls =(

soli for giving the idea but nt planning for it. hv totali no idea how to plan it now.

i nid help =(

more vids

sorry i don't plan to turn our blog into a funny vids archive or sth but yea... having exam soon need to destress.

when i see this

i thought people had nothing better to do....

wait till you see this...



other than them, i need to get a life too!!!

SO CUTE.

i have a video to make u laugh... hope this beats baby's funny vid!!!


this baby Ethan must have some unusual tendencies LOL... laughing over the destruction of some magazine pages.

i know i'm not much better, myself laughing at him laughing...

kai
x

Until Our Time Ends

This is dedicated to those who are fortunate (or unfortunate) enough to have found (or be found) by their partner(s).

Female:
If
There is but one wish granted
I would see you by my side
as dawn breaks tomorrow
And your face filled with joy
instead of longing and sorrow

Male:
If
There is but one wish granted
I would see you by my side
as night falls tonight
And your eyes filled with happiness
instead of tears and sadness

Together:
May our Love persevere through this darkness
May we be given an opportunity to cherish
another day

Female:
What is this hatred that plagues your heart?
What is this need to embark on this journey
of no return?
Why is it that in the very same hands that gave me joy
they wield the will of Death?

Male:
This hatred knows no bounds
and how would I love you more shall it remain?
This journey is my life
and shall I not go how would I face you once more?
I wield Death's will against my own
and how would I protect you shall I not destroy the threats through Death?

Female:
Let me go with you then
Let me carry this burden of vengeance with you
Let me be the will that strengthens you
Let me bring your fury to them
and let me feel your protection

Male:
Of all the wishes granted upon Man
This is but one which i cannot grant
The clouds are gathering
and a storm is brewing
The darkness manifests as we speak

Female:
Go then if you must
and carry my heart with you

Male:
I go now, to the flames of Hell
And shall the skies fall and the earth crumbles
Hold me in your memory

Together:
And let us part now
and although hope is blind
Let us hope now
Until our time ends.

Seek peace in time of chaos.

i m here again!

such a long time nobody called me mao oredi.

life has been sooooooooooo hectic.

zzzz.

anyway. WEI who stil wanna go redang one.

during aug ok??

dun show tat not-interested-face or sure-tak-jadi-one-lah-face 1st.

trying 2 plan lo. kerjasame sikit boleh tak.

lol. miss melayu so much. wahaha.

bagaimana?

shorten the range. A-U-G-U-S-T.

i cant get to on9 so often yet leh not until i get my internet.

on 21st april. can die. ****.

so who r interested. leave msg in chat box/ comment/ edit tis post. wif the time u prefer. DURING AUGUST only k. try to make it on early aug la tq......

jane~

5秒讓你笑到爆

HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAH...

super funny...

Have a nice day!!=)

baby.

Drunk LH

After staying with lh for nearly 6 months, I found out that he can get super high sometimes. I really meant it. He dances around like an idiot, sings like a mad cow, and also, HOPS around like a stupid deer. lol. You will see it later.

Ok, the question is, how did he get high in the first place? My friend, Jie and I came to a conclusion after several observations - sugar. SUGAR RUSH. For example, after drinking more than half a bottle of coke. haha. We ordered pizza for dinner just now, and it came with a bottle of coke. He drank quite a lot, and he started to act stupidly after that.

OkOk, go back to prague. Oh for those of you who didn't know, we (me, lh and mp) went to prague from 15th-19th March with 5 other people.

then, we did an excursion trip to kutna hora on the 4th day, i think. It snowed heavily. Really heavy. It didn't snow in london at all, ironically. So we sheltered in a cafe nearby and decided to order some hot drinks. Most of us ordered hot chocolate but our dear lh, he ordered hot wine. Mind you, we didn't eat anything at all before the trip. So he drank hot wine with EMPTY STOMACH.

And the result is---
HE GOT DRUNK!!! lol.. My hair was so short that time. Lh's cheeks were red and he felt dizzy.

Then he began to act like an idiot. haha..Including this. Posed like Silas and showed his bunny teeth to the camera.

As promised, the video of lh hopping around. Enjoy! And sorry, I don't know how to rotate the video. And I can't ask lh obviously, cause he wouldn't want to teach me how to do it. He is the main character of the video this time. lol.

I can't deny the fact that he is very agile. lol. I have been learning to hop like him since I came back from Prague. But you know...haha.. shhhh..

Ok I will blog about our Prague trip later. I am bored of revisions now. =p

Another Update

Greetings my fellow brethren.

It has indeed been a long time since I've posted anything here, and it has been three years since members of 4s1/5s1 went their separate ways. And as the path goes further from the intersection changes are imminent. Not even a decade and such changes happen. Who could even get a glimpse of the future?

My health problems had long since left me. In the beginning it was a strange sensation, derived from this pain which I had converted into a part of myself. Now there are no more pain, nothing else is pain. Pain is just so arbitrary, distant, yet so pleasurable.

Here in Singapore, things are different. People are afraid of change, afraid of changed people around them, afraid to accept changed people. What these people think of me? I don't know, but I sense hostility from them. That is why I chose to stick to the few of us from CHKL. I feel home with them.

Yet, this world is out for the taking. I'm not about to make these people who think me as a freak, who take me as an outsider cast me out once again. God never wanted me to exist, and i never once bowed to him. He failed to erase me from this world, and even if he does. I'm going out with a bang. This world, I will create my own paradise. And before long I will prove to all those Gods out there who is the real master of MY DAMN LIFE.

O yeah, nothing feels better than a shoutout.

Btw, I'm still writing and uploading stories to my own blog (www.eoso-photophobia.blogspot.com).

Ardelus Nightmare-Bearer